Grandma & Grandpa
Today I come across CurryEgg’s blog on her post of ‘Mariah Carey - Bye Bye’.
Do you believe in spirit? I believe because lots of thing happen recently. You may think me as odd, or believe in something without logic. But, I really believe now. My family need to pray for grandma on the 1st, 3rd, 5th, and 7th week. I remember there is a beautiful white butterfly flying around my house. My family member do buy lottery (TOTO), and a few of them hit the number because of those lucky number that my grandma hint us.
CurryEgg also faced the same sad feeling as me. I miss my granma a lot. I have dreamt of her twice. I thought I can continue my usual life. But it is totally different now. I act strong in front of my friends, my relatives, my girlfriend. I act happy playing futsal and go out yam cha with my friends. But when I am alone, I am still thinking of her. I try to fill my time by reading books, watch Astro drama, online, but I still cant forget her.
I promised to be a better person. Sometimes my relatives questioned me about how am I? I am still fine. They are worried about me. Even KY’s parents also worried about me. I can assured all of you that everything that I do, I have a reason behind it. There is no need to say it out. When I was young, my grandma said I am a person with very sharp vision. Every decision that I made, I made it with my heart of hearts.
I also found a picture of my grandpa. He left this world in 1993. I still remember he sit at the canteen waiting for me when I was in Primary 1. He fetch me to school using his bicycle and sent me food during recess time.
I hope my grandpa and grandma can be together forever.
Posted in Thought
July 23rd, 2008 at 6:47 pm
My grandpa who passed away last CNY has a place in the memorial.
My grandma bought a place beside him.
Very heart breaking. T>T
July 24th, 2008 at 12:09 am
to [chingy]
My grandma was also buried beside my grandpa. It is really heartbreaking.
July 24th, 2008 at 1:10 pm
Yup.. sometimes indeed realli feel someone close who passed away is somewhere near me.. and i believe they are watching us and protect us.
July 25th, 2008 at 12:24 am
to [yienyien]
I also believe they are watching and protecting us.
July 25th, 2008 at 2:33 am
=)
take care.
July 25th, 2008 at 9:47 am
to [Miss hazel]
Thanks.
July 25th, 2008 at 9:09 pm
i do miss my grandparents too but i guess what we could go is to go to the temple and pray often
July 26th, 2008 at 12:21 am
to [phing]
I’ll pray whenever I have the opportunity. Most important is to be a good person, so that they will not be worried in their after-life.
July 26th, 2008 at 2:44 am
aww… I love Mariah’s song.. and sadly I lost my dad when I was three too.. and every time I see a butterfly, I’s always think that it might be him..
Cheers!
July 26th, 2008 at 7:56 am
your post about your grand pa and grand ma, made me miss my parents too . I lost them long time back. Your story is the same mine . like a typical parents who love their kids so much despite of hardship in life. They are caring.
July 26th, 2008 at 9:47 am
young hp is cute! haha
July 26th, 2008 at 1:19 pm
be strong my fren!
i believe your grandma and grandpa are now living a happily-ever-after life at another world… u should feel happy for them, isn’t it?
July 27th, 2008 at 9:13 pm
to [Hannah]
I am sorry to hear about your dad too. I believe you will be a stronger person.
to [nanaybelen]
I am so sorry to hear about your parents. All we have to do is to stay strong.
to [Cherry]
haha..
to [k2k]
I will. I don’t know about the another world. But I really hope they can be happily in that another world.
July 28th, 2008 at 2:53 am
Dear HP, I’m terribly sorry to hear about the tragic loss of your grandparents. I hope they’ll rest in peace, and my prayers are up for them… well my childhood memories are filled with images of my grandparents as well! For some reason, I was only willing to eat when grandma fed me. For anyone else, trying to feed me is one of the most daunting task on earth!
Don’t worry, your grandparents are definitely enjoying each other’s company on the other world
take care!
July 29th, 2008 at 2:44 pm
Hey there, be strong as that happened to me too, i
ve lost my grandfather when i was 10 years old. But it’s okay to think back of them once in a while =) i’m sure your grandparents are very happy and they’re taking care of each other too!
July 29th, 2008 at 10:52 pm
to [teddY]
It is ok. I write this post because I suddenly miss them so much after reading another blogger’s post.
I also hope they can accompany each other in the other world.
to [Melissa]
I will be strong. Hope you’re ok too.